jan 17

the end of the netball journey. such a rocky one that i kept felling.

really horrible day. cried so much i can't feel anything anymore.

so much work more to go.

sec 4 life is mad, so tiring everyday. so much to do, so much to plan ahead of.
so much to catch up, so much to learn.

step by step

im so exhausted.

i could say i wasted my whole holidays last year now. speak of regret.

so lost
so despondent
so fearful

need a lifeline badly
need an explaination
need WISDOM.

so hard to keep trusting on faith on God that his plans are always good when in reality its so so hard. this practical world vs godly truths. its a constant mental battle...

i need a good sleep... a really good one

and start life renewed again.

this actually hurts really pain.

but its ok, with the passing of each day, lessons learnt

a big mountain i've crashed headfront on, time to pick up the pieces and move on

:'(

its ok i get over things fast........

just pretty darn sad for now

turn everything into a smile, the world would seem brighter, somehow

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...

:')

amazing that i ended this post with a smile....

i have to, life forces me to..

:')