crumbling

so frustrated.
unappreciated.


effort really dosen't pays off sometimes. im lost.
time flying by, intensity is near.

seemingly nonchalant phrase needs to go.

God, give me an answer.
where do i go from here now.
i'm really...................... lost,

for words, for passion, for purpose and for life.

mentally tired and weary.  something's wrong. this hurts really bad. how do i suppress it,  

a holiday now would be a miracle.

sigh.

cry.

just how many times do i have to get through this.

WHY?! 


crumbling dying faith in everything...

a revelation, please.

im hoping, with the last bit of faith.

xx