reality

need to keep my feet on the ground.
keep my feelings in check.
set my priorities right.
restore relations with my parents.
count every cent i spent.
prepare for school.
realise that chinese O levels is on thurs and i haven't really started.
sigh.
i need a sip of reality.

its so mundane now i can hardly feel the hype for anything.
i need to start playing the piano classically if i want to score well for grade 8 next year since its a risk.
i need to study chem for the holidays and scrape that f9.
and emath.
and memorise bio.
i need to train harder and harder.
i have so much that i actually need to do to live.
but im here with my head high above the clouds,  my feelings free,
burdening myself with confusion of all sorts, that silly thing called growing up maybe
okay to put it bluntly, relationships with the opposite sex.
how........ lame.

time to keep myself in check,
to live.

xx